Wish List

• "Nightmare Before Christmas" & "The Corpse Bride" DVDs
• Seasons 1-6 of "Charmed"
• Sony Cybershot Digital Camera
• "America's Next Top Model" DVDs
• Flat Screen TV
• Scented Candles
• Shower Gels & Lotions
• Picture Frames
• Beyonce "Birthday" CD
• Nelly Furtado "Loose" CD
• Missy Elliot "So Addictive" CD
• New IPOD

__These are just a few things I can think of off the top of my head that I definately wouldn't mind recieving. Other things that are a little more general would be Abercrombie or American Eagle clothing, Dance Compilation CD's, home decor items, or any kind of Bath&Body Works.... I Love to smell good!

Blast From The Past

__ Jonny was called into work yesterday morning so we were unable to meet for coffee at Starbucks, instead we made plans to have dinner together later in the evening. I met him at the gas station near my house and rode with him to the restaurant. We decided to do sushi and martini's at the Shogun in town, he had alot of friends there that turned out to be pretty cool. There was alot of catching up to do so we spent alot of time talking about what's been going on in our lives and what not. Turns out after I left Jonny started working at Courts Plus, which is the military gym in Jacksonville, he's worked there for about 3 years and is now the manager. He also talked about his break up with this boy who sounds to me like an asshole, he was cheating on Jonny with another boy and would tell Jonny all the details. After dinner we went to the liquor store and bought a whole bag of the mini bottles of liquor, I think they're called shooters, they were only about 2 dollars a piece. Then we went and parked on the side of the street in some housing development and took shots together while laughing and having a good time.

__ Around midnight Jonny said he had a suprise for me so he started the car and we headed back into town. We pulled into the Courts Plus (which had closed around 9pm) parking lot a few minutes later and he jumps out the car and drags me with him, he opened the door to the dark empty gym and we went in. It was really cool to have the whole gym to ourselfs. Jonny ran upstairs to his office and returned with a huge bottle of Tequila in hand. Then we went to the giant indoor heated pool where he took off all his clothes and jumped in, I figured what the hell and joined him. It was a little bit chilly in the room but the water was warm so it wasn't that bad. I picked him up and put him around my waste while we took shots of tequila back and forth for a while, then we wrestled for a bit to see who could dunk who's head first. We never really got to see who won cause we got to tired haha!

__ When we got out of the pool we ran to the sauna to warm up for a bit before leaving. I must admit Jonny is definitly a hott boy with a sexy body, so it's only natural that things got turned up a notch in the sauna. We messed around for a bit in there then took it into the locker room, which most of you know is one of my fetish's. With all the sweat from the steam room and the locker room environment, I had enough fuel to fuck him for hours...it was hott for sure!! When we were done we gathered all of our things and locked up, then we started our way back to my house but stopped for coffee along the way (since that was the original date anyway and it was so early in the morning) Afterwards he dropped me off at the house and made plans to hang out for the weekend. As always I am looking forward to seeing him again hehe

Happy Birthday

__ As most of you know my birthday is just around the corner. It's not just any birthday either, this year will be my 21st birthday! This is big to me because it means that I no longer have to worry about having someone escort me into the clubs because I am under age. I am planning on having a big party at my house the saturday after my birthday and then taking the party to my favorite weekend hot spot "popular" at Here Lounge. This time I'm going all out and hope to see everyone at the party. I will start sending out invitations around the beginning of Febuary to give everyone enough notice before my birthday on March 20. I also took the liberty of making a wish list to give everyone an idea of what kinda of things I'd be interested in recieving as gifts (not that I'm saying you HAVE to bring a gift but it's always a plus) so you don't have to rack your brain deciding what to get me.


__ I have most of my friends email addresses or phone numbers so you can expect to hear from me soon to get your invitation, if you don't think I have your contact info please email me with it so I can get you yours as soon as possible. Anyone who is interested in attending is invited, the more the merrier is how I was raised. I look forward to spending my birthday with all of my friends and hope to see you all there.

Home Sweet Home

__After spending Christmas Eve and Christmas morning with Cicero and my friends, I packed a bag to head to my mothers house for the remainder of Christmas and a few days. It was good to see my mother for the first time in over a year. I am always happy to spend more time with my mother, we have always been very close. We went to Christmas dinner at the family restaurant which was full of family from both near and far. I said hi to everyone and mingled as I piled food onto my plate. While eating I looked around and realized how much I really missed living in the south, everyone was having a good time being together while the kids played with their new toys. Watching the looks on the children's faces was priceless, it made me realize how much I missed Christmas as a child. It's just not the same when you grow up!

__The morning after Christmas my mother had to return to work so I stayed at the house to relax and enjoy my time at home. I played with my dog and went through some of my old things, it brought back a lot of memories from when I was younger. I also took this chance to call up alot of my friends that were still around and try to schedule catching up with them. I am meeting my ex Jonathan today at Starbucks, this will be the first time we have seen each other since we broke up about 4 years ago. I am excited because he and I have been in touch over Myspace as well as over the phone for some time now and am looking forward to seeing his sexy ass and who knows maybe I can get him back to my bed hehe!

My Cherry

LG Cherry Chocolate

__ I have had the same phone for going on a year now and must say it's been time to upgrade for a good while now. One of my Christmas gifts was the new LG Cherry Chocolate that I got from Cicero, I must admit I think it is the best gift I've gotten in a while. Not just because it is a nice phone but because it is from one of my favorite people in the world YAY! Not only is it a very sharp phone but it is my favorite color and also plays MP3's as well as takes photo's. I can already tell that I am going to have alot of fun woith this bad boy.

Thanks Cicero :-)

Mud Boggin

__ Well I finally made it home to good ol Wilmington, North Carolina early on Christmas Eve. I caught the early bird flight from Phoenix to Charlotte and then caught the first flight from Charlotte to Wilmington. I arrived around 4 in the afternoon and was greeted home by both Cicero and Josh, I must say seeing them both again gave me a feeling that I haven't felt in quite some time. Once we got my bags in the car we headed back to the house to spend a little time together befor Josh had to go see his family for the evening. We exchanged gifts and did the whole Christmas thing a little early since everyone had plans for Christmas day already. I enjoyed watching Cicero's face when he opened his gift and found the Dior cosmetics and sunglasses I had gotten him, and Josh's face when he saw the Burberry cologne. I know my friends are all label whores like myself so it was no suprise that they would enjoy the gifts.

__ Soon after the gift exchange Josh had to leave which left Cicero, Jared (Cicer's husband) and myself to entertain ourself on Christmas eve. The original plan was to pile in the new Hummer 3 that Jared's "friend" (also known as sugar daddy) had left in his possesion and head over to Macy's, well to our suprise Macy's was closed for the holidays.... IMAGINE THAT ?!?!? Racking our minds to find something to do we decided to do what most rednecks would do, go mud blogging! To those who aren't familiar with the term it's where you go off roading blasting through pits of mud and water making a big mess and having a good time. We filled the hummer with gas and headed to the mud pits that were miles away from the main road, in all seriousness if anything was to go wrong there would be no one around and too far away to hear our screams.

__ After a while have plowing through some pretty deep mud pits and splashing water everywhere Jared notices that the Low Tire indicator had come on. We found the closest dry spot where he could pull over and he got out to take a look around. Turns out that we had gotten a flat tire somewhere along the line and was missing the part of the tire tha covers the lug nuts. Keep in mind it is pitch black outside and we are in the middle of the woods off a dirt path miles away from the main road, it was like something straight out of a horror movie and we were loving it. While Jared changed the tire, Cicero and I grabbed the flashlight and walked back down the path we had just come from to see if we could find the piece to the tire. After walking for about 30 minutes we headed back to the Hummer to see if there had been any progress. After the tire was changed we piled back into the vehicle and made our way back to the house. In all reality I couldn't think of a better way to spend Christmas Eve.

GOD I MISS THE SOUTH

Simply Charmed

__ I am not really one who is too big on television series but I have to admit I have fallen in love with the show "Charmed". I know I'm a little late being that it has already been through 8 seasons and has been cancelled already but hey that's why they pout the whole season on DVD right? Speaking of which, both Christmas and my birthday are right around the corner.... I could think of 8 gifts off of the top of my head that you can find [HERE] if your interested hehe! Not only is it a hott show with good twists and turns, but the girls are absolutely fierce and have hott boyfriends. Just look at some of these photo's I found of the girls...

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Fuckin Holidays

__This year I am going to spend the holidays with my friends and family back in North Carolina, I'm not a big fan of this time of year but this year is different because it'll be the first time in several years that I will see both Cicero and Josh (who I am very close with and see as family) together. We were the best of friends for years but as we got older we drifted apart. I moved away to Los Angeles to start a new life and Josh joined the Air Force and was shipped to Turkey for duty, Cicero decided to continue building a life for himself in our hometown so he started working with a nearby business that would provide him a comfortable lifestyle.

__ We have been through so much together both good times and bad. There has been times where one of us wasn't talking to the other but we always work things out and move on with our lifes. It seems that for every weakness that one of us may have another makes up for. What I see as a weakness in me, Cicero or Josh may see as a strengh in them. When it comes to me I like to think I keep things some what balanced, I'm sure it's not a perfect balance but hey....nothing's perfect right?

__ The original plan was to leave Wednsday morning and land in Wilmington by that night, but things didn't quite work in my favor that day so things were set back. All flights going to Charlotte (that's where flights connect since Wilmington is so small) were over booked and since I fly standby that puts me at the bottom of the list to get a seat. The lady was very sweet and suggested other days to try to travel but I just called my friend who does my flights and asked him for help. I've always heard how crazy airports are during the holidays but never experianced it untill now. It's out of control with people everywhere and flights being changed left and right. The frustration and aggravation involved in this type of situation is what I usually try to steer away from, but because of the circumstances I am forced to endure the agony of holiday travel

__ Currently I'm in Phoenix, AZ waiting to see if either of the flights heading to Charlotte will have a seat available, if by chance I am unable to come across an available seat I am going to spend the day with my friends here and try again in the morning. There is alot I could catch up on if I do end up staying here this evening so it wouldn't be a complete loss. It may be alot of work and a struggle just to get home, but it will be worth it when I am with the ones I love.

Holiday Spirit

__So the other night I was taking the night off to just relax for a bit before my long trip to North Carolina. I had watched a few episodes of the second season of the hott television Series titled "Charmed" *Which I have fallen completely in love with* I fell asleep a little bit into the evening only to be woke up by a call from my dear friend Tripp Rawburts!

__It turned out that he was at Vicky Boofont's Christmas party who was dressed as her boy self for the occasion, I have always loved Vicky she is a blast. Tripp thought that it would be a good surprise to Vicky if I made a surprise appearance at the party, and spice things up a little bit. I got all of my posse motivated and we started to get ready for the party, being that my job was to spice things up a bit I threw on a pair of my favorite ripped up jeans and my "I Love Dick" shirt.

__The party was a mixed crowd of straight people, gay people, boys, girls and everything in between. It was your ideal house party which was good enough, but could of used a little boost and thats what I was there for. I got a few drinks in my system and it wasn't long until my clothes started to come off and the pictures started getting snapped. Tripp took some really good ones of me on Vicky's bed (Thanks Vicky). After a bit it was cut short cause one of the boys was offended at the X Rated conduct, he was a stick in the mud all night. To get a full review check out Tripp's Blog.

Getting Some Attention

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Who's Driving ....

__ Here's some really cute photo's of Ben Andrews and I at the Viking Crown Lounge on the cruise. They had a little captains steering wheel thing for decoration that I wanted to take some cute photo's on, I guess been got a little anxious to take some too cause he sure did push me out of the way and hop into the shot. I really like Ben he seems to be a pretty chill guy from what I gather.

Rock Climbing

began the race with not only Ryan but about 12 other Who knew that on board a cruise ship that they would have a huge wall for rock climbing? I had never before been rock climbing so I figured there was no time like the present. I first tried to go climbing with the sexy Ben Andrews but they were temporarily closed so I ended up going later with Ryan. Unfortunately it was the last time they would have rock climbing as we were near the end of our cruise and it was a speed race with other passengers. I didn't want to miss out on the opportunity so I went for it anyway, soguys. Ryan had boasted about how he was going to kick my ass in the race and it turns out he placed 9th and I placed in a lovely 4th...SWEET !!!!!!!!!!!!!

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