Friday, February 15, 2008

Dealing With Some Demons


Okay so I guess it is time for me to address an issue that has been bothering me for quite some time. There are a few parts to this entry leading up to the big fall out I had with new CockyBoy Andrew Blue. Keep in mind that Andrew Blue and I just met in Vegas during HustlaBall where he came up to Angel Benton and I and asked if I was Kyle Foxxx and introduced himself. Since them he and I have been staying in touch and chatting once in a while.


Well about a week ago Andrew and I were texting each other back and forth when he mentioned that the scene he did with CockyBoys was up on the site and that he wanted to know what I thought. So I took a few minutes to check it out since I am a member of the site (because alot of the content is super hott). When I finished watching it I told him it was a pretty nice scene but that I didn't think that it was the strongest performance from Derreck Vinyard who was his scene partner. Well I don't know what the fuck crawled up Andrew's ass but he went off on this tangent saying that I just didn't like it because he was straight and all this crazy bullshit.

Now this would be the perfect time for me to go ahead and address another issue. It is common knowledge that I am strongly against straight models in gay porn for a number of reasons, but that doesn't mean I do not appreciate their work if it's good at all. I have met plenty of straight guys who model for the gay industry and they have been totally cool about the whole thing which doesn't bother me as much, what really gets me is the assholes who look down the gay men and claim to be straight in attempt to avoid coming to terms with the fact their a faggot themself such as ANDREW BLUE. Now that I have got that out of the way we can move forward with the story.



Well I had just stopped replying to his messages and forgot about the whole thing. A few days had gone by and he text me again asking me if I was going out to TigerHeat to see Janet Jackson and mentioned meeting up to dance together. Well things got a little crazy inside the bar with Janet's security and all so I wasn't able to meet up with him but text him when I got back to the car to tell him we should take a rain check. Thinking we were back on good terms I text him the next day to see what was up when I got a reply back saying something like "Don't fuck with me, I'll fuck you up. Everyone's got my back". I had been drinking that night so I'm not sure exactly what I text back but from what I hear I told him that I would ruin his career or something to which Dean Newton (owner of CockyBoys) and some other people got upset over.

Truth be told, I don't give a fat baby's ass who got upset over it. What I said was nothing against the company he works for or anyone involved with it so they just shouldn't get involved. Although I was drinking I don't say anything I don't mean. If I had to there is no doubt in my mind I could bring his career to a screeching halt either by pulling a few strings or just by sheer force. I won't give away all my secrets just know that I could make it happen lol *wink*

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