Let's Talk Shady Bitches

I'm Over It....

It seems the time has come for me to get a few things off my chest. It seems that here lately there have been a few people who have filtered into my life that have started to talk shit and say some awful things in attempt to try to hurt me. Well I will be the first to tell you that it will take a lot more than just a few words from some gossiping faggots to break me down. As if it wasn't enough for these people to hate me themself, they have made it a point to try to turn some friends on me too. Joke is on them because if those friends play into their games as well then they weren't really friends to begin with and I have no place for them in my life.





I am not going to specific details of he said she said because it's not that fucking serious. The only thing that bothers me is that I opened my home to not one but both of the individuals and never expected anything in return other than friendship. In return I am told that I am a "selfish piece of shit who will never have anything in life" and my friends "all think your a bad person and are too afraid to tell you". Well all I have to say to that is fuck you and fuck them...anyone who thinks I'm a bad person can take a fucking hike! I am perfectly fine being alone.

Whoa! Now That's A Crackhead

**Please Note I Am Not Encouraging Drug Use With Sharing This Video**

Okay so the other day Destiny comes by the house and insists that she show me this video that was sure to make me laugh. Being tired and disinterested at the time I decided to go to bed instead. Well when I was checking my messages the next morning she put it on for me and I instantly fell out laughing. Now I realize that there are SO MANY things wrong with this video but being that this video touches many levels of the gay lifestyle (Drug Use...Bad Drag...Ghetto Attitude) you can't help but laugh at it. In our group we throw around the word "crackhead" quite fluently when talking about drunks or pill poppers or even someone who just has a spacey personality....but after watching this I have come to the conclusion that there are people out there who are actually crackheads so we should find another term of endearment to call our peers!

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Costume Night In Wilmington

Cicero & Lil Matt

I don't know what the hell was going on this night but it seems that it was costume night back home in Wilmington North Carolina. I instantly thought of Brandon Baker when I saw this photo because of his love for ROBIN! I love Cicero and Matt to death but this is a little out of control.

Dealing With Some Demons

Okay so I guess it is time for me to address an issue that has been bothering me for quite some time. There are a few parts to this entry leading up to the big fall out I had with new CockyBoy Andrew Blue. Keep in mind that Andrew Blue and I just met in Vegas during HustlaBall where he came up to Angel Benton and I and asked if I was Kyle Foxxx and introduced himself. Since them he and I have been staying in touch and chatting once in a while.


Well about a week ago Andrew and I were texting each other back and forth when he mentioned that the scene he did with CockyBoys was up on the site and that he wanted to know what I thought. So I took a few minutes to check it out since I am a member of the site (because alot of the content is super hott). When I finished watching it I told him it was a pretty nice scene but that I didn't think that it was the strongest performance from Derreck Vinyard who was his scene partner. Well I don't know what the fuck crawled up Andrew's ass but he went off on this tangent saying that I just didn't like it because he was straight and all this crazy bullshit.

Now this would be the perfect time for me to go ahead and address another issue. It is common knowledge that I am strongly against straight models in gay porn for a number of reasons, but that doesn't mean I do not appreciate their work if it's good at all. I have met plenty of straight guys who model for the gay industry and they have been totally cool about the whole thing which doesn't bother me as much, what really gets me is the assholes who look down the gay men and claim to be straight in attempt to avoid coming to terms with the fact their a faggot themself such as ANDREW BLUE. Now that I have got that out of the way we can move forward with the story.



Well I had just stopped replying to his messages and forgot about the whole thing. A few days had gone by and he text me again asking me if I was going out to TigerHeat to see Janet Jackson and mentioned meeting up to dance together. Well things got a little crazy inside the bar with Janet's security and all so I wasn't able to meet up with him but text him when I got back to the car to tell him we should take a rain check. Thinking we were back on good terms I text him the next day to see what was up when I got a reply back saying something like "Don't fuck with me, I'll fuck you up. Everyone's got my back". I had been drinking that night so I'm not sure exactly what I text back but from what I hear I told him that I would ruin his career or something to which Dean Newton (owner of CockyBoys) and some other people got upset over.

Truth be told, I don't give a fat baby's ass who got upset over it. What I said was nothing against the company he works for or anyone involved with it so they just shouldn't get involved. Although I was drinking I don't say anything I don't mean. If I had to there is no doubt in my mind I could bring his career to a screeching halt either by pulling a few strings or just by sheer force. I won't give away all my secrets just know that I could make it happen lol *wink*

There's Treachery Afoot

Slightly Agitated.....

That's about the only way I can describe the feeling I got the other night at the New Years party when I received a uncalled for comment from Fabrice (a Brandon's boyfried for those who may have forgotten). Now this wasn't the first random comment I received from Fabrice that pertained to Brandon and my former relationship.

"You know I'm comfortable with you sitting that close because I have him now."

Now I'm no psychiatrist or anything but the only reason that I can think of that this would come up would be out of some sort of insecurity. Which makes no sense because if Fabrice was so worried about having Brandon now, then he wouldn't disappear into a bathroom with some random boy New Years night right after bitching at Brandon for not giving him enough attention. I think Brandon should add another URL to his collection....

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